Author: Margaret Paul, Ph.D.

“My parents were distant, unaffectionate people. I don’t
remember ever being held by them. They were never interested in
how I thought or felt. I never felt important to them at all.”

“My mother was crazy – nice one minute and the next a screaming
maniac. My father was sweet but he was never around, and he
never did anything to stop my mother from the emotional abuse.”

“My father was an angry violent man and my mother was weak and
pathetic. He often beat us and my mother did nothing to protect
us.”

“My mother didn’t believe me when I told her that my father was
molesting me. She is still with him, and still doesn’t believe
me.”

Many people grew up with parents who didn’t know how to love
them in the ways they needed to be loved. Others grew up with
parents who not only did not love them, but who were physically,
emotionally and/or sexually abusive. Unloving and abusive
parenting has far reaching affects on our lives.

Many people spend years trying to heal from their childhoods.
Often, at some point in their healing process they ask, “Should
I forgive my parents? Would it be healthy for me to forgive
them? How would I go about feeling forgiveness toward them?”
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by Rhonda Smith, D.Div, Ph.D. Meta, J.D.

This year, 2007 (27/9), is all about assessment, discernment and detachment with a constant eye to taking your part in the manifestation of the enlightened society we are all approaching. The goal is to reach an understanding and realization of the oneness of mankind, to blend your ideas and ideals into universal consciousness and blend personal love into Universal Love knowing these concepts are not mutually exclusive.

October (28/10/1) gives you a taste of the energies of 2008 and begins the crystallization of the next cycle. You will have extra help here with these energies of crystallization, imagination and manifestation. Stay aware to recognize the hints, clues and revelations that will give you direction for you new project. Also, remember to rely on your intuitive Wisdom and strong sense of justice to choose during this “formative” period. The goal is to define you and be willing to take the lead and initiative to be the cause of your creation just be-cause.

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Numerology – The Silver Key
by Rhonda Smith, D.Div, Ph.D. Meta, J.D.

This year, 2007 (27/9), is all about assessment, discernment and detachment with a constant eye to taking your part in the manifestation of the enlightened society we are all approaching. The goal is to reach an understanding and realization of the oneness of mankind, to blend your ideas and ideals into universal consciousness and blend personal love into Universal Love knowing these concepts are not mutually exclusive.

September (27/9) marks the end of the cycle that you began in October 2006. The entire month will give you experiences to check whether you are making your highest ideals “practical” and part of your life experience. The bottom line question will probably be, “Am I doing this because it’s the “right” thing or because I think it’s what others expect?” This is a month to interact and share what you have learned and “let go” by making it an integral part of you in order to move onto the next stage of development for you and all humankind. The goal is to learn to blend personal and unconditional (impersonal) love.

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